Anonymous..

कभी ले मेरे शब्-ओ-रोज़ का हिसाब मुझसे..
फिर ढूँढ अपने सिवा कुछ ओर मेरी ज़िंदगी में..

" IF ".. A great poem by Sir Keepling..

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
 

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

खामखाँ..

आसमां
वही..
ख़्वाब
जज़्ब-नशीं..

रोशनी
अँधेरा..
राहत,
सवेरा..

रास्तें
अधखुले..
बेगार
मुश्किलें..

वजूद
अनसुना..
भविष्य
अधबुना..

खामखाँ..
जिंदगी..
खामखाँ..
मैं भी..

Happiness

जुड़ा एक और दिन मेरी जिंदगी की फेहरिस्त में ,इस तरह ,कि खुदा ने भी इसके बीत जाने का अफसोस किया..

        One great thing i realized and learned today that we really dont need any HUGE or Special kinda reason to be Happy.If one wants to be Happy he/she can smile upto last expression.When i got -up today i was pretty un-informed about the coming situations.As the night chased,i founded lil gifts wrapped in cute lovely moments full of smiles..
Happiness spreads as more-n-more peoples joins.Hence,everyone was invited and we all celebrated "HappyFest"..!!

""  I jumped in the river and what did I see?
  Black-eyed angels swim with me..
    A moon full of stars and astral cars..
 All the things I used to see..
    All my lovers were there with me..
 All my past and futures..
    And we all went to heaven in a little row boat..
 There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt.. ""

'Pyramid-Song' by RadioHead..

Celebrating the Second Independence of India.

Wake up..!!
It's 9'o clock..

said Mumma putting Tea n Newspaper aside the bed.

As soon as i gulped a sip of Tea n threw a glance at Headlines,i Gained my memory back..!!
Today was the day when Shree Anna Hazare,who has been a "Daily-Update-Subject" from last few days in India,is going to Break his 'ANSHAN'.Time for the event was 10'o Clock.I checked my cell,it was starving of Battery n fighting with the "Low-Power" splash-screen messages,showed 09.16AM.Clearly i was having less then a hour to reach S.N. Medical College.

    I somehow got ready and rushed straight there.It was 10.02 AM by the moment i reached the place.The environment was very warm and full of enthusiasm.This great movement lead by Anna holds the support of youth all over the Country.Its like first time we have founded one Leader which truly deserves the support.News Channel was tuned there thru a projector mounted on a screen.Shree ARVIND KEJRIWAAL was speaking.Standing on the Historical Stage of RL Ground,he tossed a proposal to take an oath with him.We all Stood-up and Repeated after him : 

"I,Varenya Joshi,hereby take an oath to neither take nor give any kind of bribe to anyone in future"

I was noticing the expression of proud and honour on everybody's face.Every face was full of will and revolt against Corruption.The people siting there were all honourable personalities.Judges,Writers,Social-Activists,poets,Businessmen,Jouranalists etc.It was a very rare occasion when such wonderful people were sharing same stage and the biggest thing was that no-one invited them.They were there cause of Them-selves..!!There was a lot of thoughtful minds there and i think that was the reason why we never got tired of discussing.All discussions were very vast and big.I never got bored there.Every topic seemed so intresting.

Slowly-Slowly as i was being noticed there,i was being welcomed by them.I remember the very first day i got there and spoke a few words,i don't know by whom but there was a compliment that "WHOLE YOUTH OF INDIA IS AUDIBLE IN THE WORDINGS OF THIS BOY".I felt like a birdy flyin high on somewhere. :)However,i wasnt able to give all my day there but i liked the way an old man fighting against Gov. and with strong and simple behavior ,had gained support of such huge peoples.

Today,while sitting there,we were discussing about Gov 's possible next step.Meanwhile,The moment came..!!Anna was about to break his ANSHAN by takin a lil juice and honey by two small girls.We all got-up n watched ANNA taking a sip."Inqalaab Zindabaad" we all shouted..!!
Celebration started all over India.It was a legendary snap.Whole Nation was watching and being evidence of Second freedom-fight.All people were full of joy.Everyone was praying and celebrating.It was first time i think when India celebrated INDEPENDENCE DAY twice in August.

As per Indian tradition,we 'sweetified' our mouths :) afterwards we all moved to the Gandhi-Statue on Medical-College Chouraha.I was feeling that Gandhiji's face was full of happiness and as if they were smiling!In India,most of the population is of after 1980.Hence,most of the people are young and hence,they haven't seen such a revolution.Everyone,me too,was very glad being a part of this movement.Now,a rally was to be flagged off upto GANDHI-MAIDAAN.There was a huge crowd ,in background somewhere was a song floating "mera rang de basanti chola".All my friends were putting colors n each-other n were exchanging wishes.A lot of TIRANGAS were waveing everywhere around.That was a great Scene which is unforgettable to me.i can't forget the power and satisfaction i was feeling within my heart that time.And suddenly,(as my dear GOD never forgets me) i got a call.Dad got a situation and thus,i was expected to reach to them.I really do wanted to go with rally.But there wasn't anything i could do..

So,disappointed,I turned back to the stage,took a Poster from there as a memento,kicked the scooter and soon it was in it's highest moving state.I was feeling damn good and satisfied while returning home.(Yet i was worried about the surprise i was about to give to mumma with my colorful appearance  ;) )

Hi Friends,

  Here is a poem that steals my heart..
It always makes me feel blur of tiny drops in ma eyes..


Dedicated to all ma friends..

"Around the corner, i have a friend;

in this great city that has no end;

Yes, the days goes by n the weeks rush on..
n before i know it, a year is gone..

And i never see my old friend's face;
for life is a swift and terrible race..

He knows i like him just as well;
as in d past times when i rang his bell..

And he rang mine,but we were younger then;
and nw we are busy, tired men..

Tired of playing a foolish game;
tired of somehow making a name..

Tomarrow i say,i will call you my friend ;
just to show that i am thinking of her..

But tomarrow comes and goes ;
and distance b\w us grows n grows..

Around the corner , yet miles away ;
her is telegram :- "Sir,ur friend died today.."

And that is what we deserve , and get in d end ;

around the corner, A VANISHED FRIEND..!!

______ ,,/,, ______

Meri ek siskari se..

   Hulchul-si ho aayi hai in hawao me..

Hawao me padi in silwato me..

   Muje teri tasveer-si dikhai de rahi hai..

Anjane suro ki khamosh sargam

   Gunguna raha hu main;

Geeto me mere muje ..

   Teri avaaz-si sunai de rahi hai..

Har tarah -har kadar;

   Sirf tuje pana chahta hu main..

Tujme muje aajkal 

   Meri manzil-si dikhai de rahi hai..

Khwahisho ki baat kare to  

   Doob -marne ki ichha hai..

Ankhe teri mujko 

  Sahil-si dikhai de rahi hai..

Jee utha hu fir se ;

  Ki sans le raha hu..

Ya seene me mere muje

   Teri dhadkan-si sunai de rahi hai..

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Kal raat muje guman rah gaya shayaad;

  ya fir wo muje alvida kah gya shaayad..

Zindagi-bhar saath ka vaada to tha us-se mera;

  par is vaade me mujse badhkar use koi or  mil gaya shaayad..

Meri rahguzar me anjaani hawae rokti hai muje;

  Ab main apni had se aage nikal gaya shayaad..

Bahut dino se zor se rone ko dil karta hai;

  Fir se koi apne gum mere naam kar gaya shayaad..

Har guli, chokhto, chouraho se log hanste hai muj par;

  us shaam, us-se mera kalaam, sare -am ho gaya shayaad..

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Tanhaiyo me hi fursat dhundh lia karta hu;

ajkal har cheej me apne gum dhundh lia karta hu..

"Dil-jala" hu aakhir or kaam bhi kya hai mera..?

kahi-kahi mahfilo ko roshan kar lia karta hu..

Jugnu bhi ab hamraaz hai mere;

Gahe-Bagahe sath unke chamak lia karta hu..

Adna-sa mahsus karta hu jab bhi is dunia me;

Udte parindo ke sath main bhi ud liya karta hu..

Takdeer k dhago ko ulja choda hai is kadar;

jab bhi waqt mile,sulja lia karta hu..

beete waqt ki dhundh me,jam-si gayi hai yaaden;

apne ashko ki garmi se unko pigla lia karta hu.

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